when words underlined with one's selfishness
thats when words, are just words.
- when the basic of humanity, Care, is not there.
when logics get the upper hands
thats when actions are to be taken.
- when emotions are to be cast aside.
this is One quick-sand, i tried very hard not to fall into yet the more i resist it, the more deeper i'm sinking in. and now.. i did and fall deeply.
perhaps it's time to withdraw myself out of it
before i got buried and suffocated!
the emotional baggage i had been holding on
the invisible stress i had been withstanding
the seemingly happiness i had been enjoying
had to put to a STOP!
it's time to set in those
boundaries
and
limitations!
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when u always try means and ways to make ppl happy
u tend to forget abt ur own existence, ur own happiness.
happiness shld not be given by others
it shld be within yourself.
why be happy becoz others are
which probably
when u're happy, others are not.
afterall, B is just B. forever a B never a F to start with.
perhaps...
it's my fault to start with.
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tml will be completely a brand new start.
with or without - contract.
Contracts do get expired.
just like the Sweets.
expired on the 13/4/2009!.
It ENDS today after the clock strike 12!
everything!
snap out of delusion!
but...
i want to know,
am i a FRIEND to you?
or just a worker.
a worker whom u can talk to.
a truthful ans will be good.
perhaps...
all these written here to you are just -
craps, nonsensical, irrational, childish, pointless, unecessary comments, assumptions and arguements.
BUT..
that spells my insecurity, uncertainty, anxiety.Labels: ^roro, awakening, momentous, ramblings