im a pessimist
im a sadist
im a emo-ist.
it's better to stay clear from me.
i hate it when i expose too much of myself.
i become
very reliant
very dependent
i hate ppl seeing me that way.
i want my walls back.
i want to be non-chalant.
i want to be or appear to be independent.
i want to be able to walk away easily
i want to be able to turn my back on anyone!
i want the source of joy to come from within
not from external
which i had been leaning towards to.
i dont wanna to get attach to anyone!!!!
NO ONE!!!
maybe i shld just stop msging her.
like.. really stop.Labels: ^roro, ramblings