so now its official that she left.
it really seems like a whole damn betrayal to me.
if right from the start your decision is to leave,
why bloody hell put ppl into a tight spot and bring u through
yet end up having got to slap their own mouth?
it's so damn freaking inconsiderate.
you want attentions
SHE, they, tried giving to you..
HASNT SHE DONE MORE THAN ENOUGH to actually deserve such shits?
as a friend, it really pains me to see her going through these..
i wish i had more to offer..
but as life it is, there only these much i can do..
seriously,
i thought she would see that coming..
i thought she wont take it so hard..
i thought... perhaps i assume too much..
if i had know that impact is so huge,
i would have told her bits of it to..
at least let her have the gist of what's happening.
at least let her have some mental preparation.
now im wondering had she actually anticipated that?
i feel so bad now. SIGH.Labels: ^roro, momentous