perhaps it's exceed the limit i gave myself.
i've been giving way too much than i expect.
i dont know if it's right or wrong to do so
but im starting to feel......
something.... uneasy.
perhaps it's time for me to review my limit.
it's just me..
too me to start with..
i get too nice to people im attach to
which makes me do things over the norm limitations.
some times, i hate myself for that!
but but but...
it's been so long i really meet someone
that i really wish and want to know and understand... deeper...
and it's U, yes u didnt see wrongly.
happiness is short-lived.
so does friendship nowadays.
how long will the ship that i boarded keep sailing?
or will it just break down on me someday
and left me struggling in the middle of the sea?
and like i said
im hopefully skeptical.
thats me.
someone who has doubts
someone who feels insecure
someone who needs assurance
someone who wants truthful words
Every now and then.
there are also things that dont go thru words but thru understanding.
however, people do get the wrong cue, give the wrong signal, say the wrong words so how truthful is the cue, signal and words can be?
i hate sugar-coated stuffs as much as i like straighforwardness.
i hate guessing games as much as i like clear-cut words.
certain truth might hurt when it comes right into ur face
but it's always best off than living in denial and get hurt completely by lies.
dont know what's all this ramblings about
but i know im feeling shit inside.
qns, doubts, worries, uncertainty
u name it, i have it.
SIGH.Labels: ^roro, momentous, ramblings