after being sick for one day
the suddenly numbness attacked me.
now i feel absolutely nothing.
i dont emo
i dont smile
im not feeling sad
im not feeling happy
nothing at all.
i think it feels more like a living zombie.
maybe that's good afterall
then i wont feel so much stress within.
i've abandon every emotions from my heart that i had been holding for some time.
the emotions that crippled me.
it's gone completely which make me wonder what shld i be feeling now?
i dont know and dont wish to think about it.
it's like pressing the refresh button.
the heart renewed. =)
or maybe it's time for me to be non-chalant.
turn back to my old self.
i want that back - when i care nothing at all!Labels: ramblings, work