it doesnt always pay to be nice.
feel kinda like a fool sometimes when u tried your very best to help yet that help is not really that necessary.
is it really stupid to be nice and helpful to ppl? esp in working society, i think self-survival is more impt than being helpful.
im more anxious than she is
im more stress than she is (appear with that not-that-impt-look)
im more worried than she is
i wonder, whatever im feeling at that moment, is it really worth it?
i feel cheated and played with, with that emotions turmoil that im going through.
i'll just let it slide this time.
if it were to happen again, i'll think not twice but thrice.
although im hopeful most of the time, part of me is still skeptical. period.Labels: ramblings, work