usually i'll tell whoever that im liking at that moment that i like them.
be it crush or really like, im always honest with my feelings.
so honest that it hurt so much for the very last time i confessed.
ever since then i kept my heart close to myself so as not to get myself bruise all over again.
i started fearing, worrying, contemplating if i should be honest and after all i've been through i chose to hide under my turtle shell and be a turtle.
sigh. thats quite pathetic.
my heart can never handle anymore hurts. it's been torn million and one times apart through events after events, it just got worsen. the last thing i ever want is to get another sour relationships with friends.
the stronger i appear to be actually the weaker my heart is.
however, the more i fear, the more i'll missed the chance to get stuffs i want.
so how? tell me about it man.
im so tired.Labels: ^chipmunk, momentous