:my life is as dead as a stagnant water. WHY? tell me why!
sigh.
nothing excite me.
nothing please me.
im feeling all emo n depress.
fuck it.
for me, life without love (of anything) is purely aimless, meaningless, hopeless = emptiness! yaya people will start saying things when they read this. like i care? boo. im not asking for comments anyway.
sigh.
:where can i find my tinge of happiness? where?
i need a breather. working in DHL bore hell out of me. guess i need to source for something more interesting but like what?!? how the hell i know. -.-
dont even have the passion for anything. i cant even hold a conversation in the way i want. my mind is too screwed up! disorganise.. hurr.
im so contradicting. one moment i said i control my emotions well and now, im gonna be eaten up by it. =((
maybe i just need someone to share my heart, someone to talk to. grr!
but who? ha!
it used to be a particular "someone" can make my day but now? NONE of the someone made it. -_- failure.
i swear if there is to come a special someone that manage to make my already dark days bright, im sure to grab it fast n furious. haha! the someone gotta make me go head over heels too!! lol.
i do wonder..
how do i know i really like a person?Labels: ramblings