i dont know why but every time i see or hear something related about you, it never failed to make me think back of whatever that had happened then.
somehow i missed the times i spent my entire day waiting for u to come MSN to talk to me..
the way i sacrificed my sleep just to chat with you becoz of the time difference..
and how i try being so funny to you to make u smile..
i missed all our conversations.. and the ways we tried to crack each other up..
i miss asking what u had for breakfast/lunch/dinner
i miss asking hows your days in school
i miss suggesting you what to eat when u have no idea abt it
i miss cursing and swearing at you (with another kind of tone)
i really think there's a mutual understanding between us and most impt we enjoyed each others' company. those days i bet were the most memorable days ever. even though we were far apart, i really felt your presence with me everywhere i go. the so near yet so far theory.
i have no idea whether if it's true that im suppose to remember you.
times and again i did really put u aside and not thought abt you for long however every one-fine-day there will be something that reminds me of you appeared right infront of me.
Be it a song, a picture or whatever.
--> Hao Xin Hao Bao <-- this canto song.. is rather and oldies.. and what i get was it's being played in a department store that's selling TVs, Hi-Fis etc..
i almost fainted. -_-
on and off i'll visit cyn's blog to see if she happens to update stuffs that she did with u. afterall thats the only place i can get news about u.
i dont know if u will be reading this.. honestly, im glad u're doing fine. hope u didnt grew fatter =x hehe. that day (cant rmb when) i heard from news that some disaster happen in CA, i was kinda worried if it's happen near your area but ya i wont have ways to know.. alright, quite worried abt u too.
i cant explain the feeling i get when i see ur tags.
to feel happy, or to be feeling upset.
perhaps im trying to be non-chalant. =/
today was browsing through your blog archives and doing so make me so dont feel like doing my work. ugh. i left kind many of stuffs not done. will have to slog my guts out next week.
i think it's been too long since we chatted or you werent like this in the past. i read entries during 2004,2005.. it sounded not the you i knew. haha. it just felt weird.. hmm or have we distant? no idea!
sometimes i was thinking
do i still matters to you?
why didnt u contact me?
why wont u drop me a mail or something?
or maybe things have changed for u. haha
u dont feel for me anymore. bet so. =p
or maybe u have forgotten abt me. haha.
whatever u want to say..
tell me abt it alright?
im waiting..
all in all..
please dont lose yourself along the way.
read through ur past entries.. find urself back..
dont be afraid of future. there sure be ppl walking with u.
and always rmb u're not alone!
being optimistic can overcome alot of obstacles.
trust me. =)Labels: bitsNpieces