and i felt something different.
i've no idea is it good or bad but it's been long since i had this kind of feelings.
some kind of confusion
some kind of fear
some kind of uncertainty
some kind of anticipation
some kind of..
something i cant explain.
all i know previously for that person is all my imagination and self fantasy. it isnt the case that i really feel for it but some kind of admiration and i mixed it up with "liking".
i want to be there
i want to show care
i want to show concern
all out of actions of a Big Sis.
she's just a small sister to me.
nothing else.
im wondering if ever a day u're back into my life, how will i feel? sometimes i still wonder if my feelings for u still linger yet sometimes i dont even bother thinking about you. maybe its because u choose to disappear from me, Again. like i've said, we arent together thou we feel for each other. we can still put these feelings aside and continue our life and like someone else. im just being fair for both of us. i doubt u will see my blog and even if u do, i wont know. the feelings for u had been locked up inside till the day u choose to approach me. stop thinking tat i like alot of ppl and have doubts in me. im just being fair. i choose to lock up instead of discard, u shld know wat it means.
keep the minimal faith.
wtf that i gotta keep telling myself
Be Optimistic!!
Be Confident!!
Be Smart
Be Nice/Loving/Fun
Be Thoughtful!!
when i dont need to back then. =(Labels: bitsNpieces