it's 2mths late.
i just got to know the news of a death of my pri sch fren.
even thou we arent very close but i still remembered the times during Psch i had always wanted to get near him and there also gt some incident here and there between me, his gf and him. some childhood stories. hmm.
and recent year when i saw him i do still want to be a better friend with him but i nv dare to approach bcoz his gf was my Psch fren. it built a barrier in me.
but now.. i will never get the chance to anymore.
and bamboo said i msged a dead person. wth. it freaked me out a lil though. ha.
because i msg him in friendster few weeks back thinking of catching up with him who knows his gf msg me ytd told me he passed away. i was shock in disbelief. omg. sadness rise within me almost immediately.
it's so unpredictable and unbelievable given the way he appeared to be, happy-go-lucky, cheerful, playful etc. wat's even worst, i read from a blog its written that he last called was his mom and asked her to wait at the window and awhile later his father saw a black shadow flash down and .... that's it. to witness ur close ones death is heartwrenching what's more when it's her son's death.
i also heard that it's becos of the "dirty things" thats why he ended up like this. did he appear in the tv show: 针锋相对? anyone watched that show?
it's rumored that he said alot of nasty things towards the issue of ppl commiting suicide, claiming that they are so stupid to jump buildings etc and he jumped the next day after the filming. seriously, it's better to be safe than sorry when we speak. it might just cost our lives, who knows.
i really wonder ..
what causes depression?
why the destructive power of it is so high?
is depression enough to drive ppl to death?
hmm...
i dont think those ppl are stupid or what that they jumped buildings. u think jumping no need courage? no, it takes more than courage itself. lots and lots of reason can be used to explain these kind of incidents but who knows the REAL reason behind it, yah only the person themselves knows.
不要抹杀他们行动的理由，这对他们很不公平
no matter what, when we say or do something, give some leeways to yourself and others. it might just be good for all of us.
when you know ur friends or anyone else ard u did something not right that might offended the "dirty things"
please pray for them, wish them well, help them ask for forgiveness.
这有可能就救了他们一命。
that's least we can do. every bits count.
god bless.
And ppl, at the VERY worst, if u have no one to talk to
please please!!! approach me!!
i sure will talk to u regardless of the time and venue.
this i gurantee chop with stamp ah!!
dont ever do or think anything silly.
every problem has a solution, we think tgt okay!
24hr services. =) let me be the last u think of! =))
at least remember im there!!!
smiles. good day people.Labels: bitsNpieces, ramblings