maybe things really changed
and i think the feelings arent the same.
im extremely disappointed in myself
thinking things will be the same
many things really arent the way it is
maybe i shall stop staying up hoping u will come online
i feel its dumb.
and when u come online, we hardly talk. im unhappy abt it.
the higher the expectations
the higher the disappointment
maybe right from the start
i shldnt even think of anything
maybe right from the start
i shldnt even ask u to online
maybe right from the start
i shldnt have even remembered you.
maybe right from the start..
maybe..
its all my fault
i ought to be smarter.
after so much had happened after u left,
i've changed.
my feelings had became something like a tap.
i can on and off as and when i like. that's it.
i'd became more decisive with regard to matter of heart.
i'll avoid all things that make me feel hurt.
im starting to protect myself all over again.
wait till i mentioned the final word
till then..
im still liking you..Labels: bitsNpieces