i seriously hate myself when it comes to the matter of heart.
i tend to give all out and not saving some for myself.
i think im the dumbest person to think by doing what u wants
im able to prove/shower my fondness for u.
never had i really think that, your heart will nv be mine
and i'll just be a dummy ard u that can be use as and when.
i dislike the way i choose to forgo all my prides and beliefs
when i like someone very much.
it's all so silly to even think of it.
what i will do is like what others will do
it's so common that whatever i do for u, might nt be appreciated.
u will sure to think,
"oh, it the same old kind, trying to get my attentions"
but here i am, being so true and sincere. hmm..
whatever the case is, im nt gonna be one anymore. i nt gonna be.